llxnicll

Nicole

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Thinking of You by llxnicll, literature

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Thinking of You

When I go to sleep I think of you and I love you so When I awake in the morning I think of you and I love you so When I walk and gaze at all the pretty things I think of you and I love you so When I run and push my limits I think of you and I love you so As I get older and more and more time passes I think of you and I love you so When I lay dying, never having met you or felt your touch or tasted your kisses or held you in my arms I will cry and think of you and how I love you so JNB

Love and Hate by llxnicll, literature

Fear by llxnicll, literature

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Fear

I hate you for what you did to me I hate you for who you are The pain you are causing me right now Will forever leave me scars I don't even know who you are I don't know who I am I only know the the fear I feel Just like a slaughtered lamb The pain you caused is physical The tares in me so deep The fear you caused is mental And now I cannot sleep I hate you for what you did to me I hope you die tonight You'll never get your satisfaction Cause I'll never cease to fight JNB 2006

Self Pity by llxnicll, literature

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Self Pity

Self Pity From birth until death A wild creatures life Is a constant struggle Struggle to find shelter Struggle to find food Struggle to find love A wild creature endures all of this And never feels sorry for itself A tiny bird will freeze to death And fall dead from a branch Never having felt sorry for itself Why then do humans have such troubles Troubles that require council Troubles that require drugs Troubles that lead to hopeless feelings It is because of self pity We pity ourselfs Others pity us I only want what the tiny bird wants I want shelter I want food in my belly And I want love But like the tiny bird I h

Words by llxnicll, literature

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Words

Words Words are very powerful Words are strong Words are weak Words are loud Words are quiet Words mean alot Words mean nothing Words are spoken Words are written Words are sung Words are sweet Words are nasty Words are healing Words are hurtful Words should be thought about before they are said Words sometimes should be left unsaid There are three little words that have a huge meaning These words are I Love You There are three little words that have a huge meaning These words are I Hate You Never say any of these words unless you absoulutley mean them In fact Refer back to the part that said Words should be thought ab

If I Could Only Fly by llxnicll, literature

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If I Could Only Fly

If I Could Only Fly Written by Merle Haggard To Babay I almost felt you touching me just now I wish I knew which way to turn and go I feel so good, and then then I feel so bad I wonder what I ought to do If I could only fly, if I could only fly I'd bid this place goodbye, to come and be with you But I can hardly stand, and I got no where to run Another sinking sun, and one more lonely night The wind keeps blowing somewhere everyday Tell me things get better, somewhere, up the way Just dismal thinking on a dismal day And sad times for me to bare

Too late to ask by llxnicll, literature

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Too late to ask

Bloodshot eyes Black tears Broken heart Worst fears I love you You love me Sense in this I cannot see Trembling hands Cold steel No more pain Will I feel Will life notice Will life care Will life see I am not there Lonely days Lonely nights Babygirl Lost the fight Cold heart Sheets red Hot bullit Fear dead Today is gone Tomorrow here Pain is gone Just like my fear Forgive me God For what I do Will I still Be with You I am cold I am gone Is it right Or is it wrong? Nic 2/05

Unsure by llxnicll, literature

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Unsure

The sun sets in the evening I gaze out at the beautiful view All the colors, shapes, and smells I am thinking of you I walk along the bayou's edge My mind is far away I think of what we both had said Before Valentine's Day Was it the right decision Is it what we truely want I search my soul, my soul says yes My heart says it is not But the things I see, the things I read Say you have moved on So I will try to do the same I'ts darkest before the dawn?

The Dream by llxnicll, literature

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The Dream

I dreamed about my Babay tonight I know it has to be Because we are so far apart With her I can not be The Merry-Go-Round is so much fun I ride it at the fair And everytime it came around Babay is standing there She stands there and holds the ring I know she wants me to win I lean and lean and reach and reach But I have to lean back in And when it finally stops To the other side I go As fast as I can to finally meet Babay The best feeling I could know But when I get there Like the ring she is gone I awake, I'm alone, it's only 2am And nowhere near the dawn. Nic 2/21/05

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What a Diference One Day Makes by llxnicll, literature

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What a Diference One Day Makes

Yesterday was sunshine Today it rains Sun makes my face warm Makes my heart feel the same But when the clouds come The joy from me it takes Oh what a difference one day can make Yesterday was sunshine Today it rains Yesterday I was happy Today in pain Yesterday you loved me Today my heart breaks Oh what a difference one day can make You said you want me And I want you too So why doesn't either of us Know what to do Someone please tell me The right choice to make Oh what a difference one day can make I asked Jesus tonight Please tell me what to do He said follow your heart child And it will tell you So I prayed and I p

The Dream by llxnicll, literature

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The Dream

Unsure by llxnicll, literature

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Unsure

Too late to ask by llxnicll, literature

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Too late to ask

If I Could Only Fly by llxnicll, literature

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If I Could Only Fly

Words by llxnicll, literature

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Words

Self Pity by llxnicll, literature

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Self Pity

Fear by llxnicll, literature

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Fear

Love and Hate by llxnicll, literature

Thinking of You by llxnicll, literature

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Thinking of You

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llxnicll

Oct 3, 2007

Blah

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Blah..............................:-(  I'm almost 18...somehow it doesn't seem too special

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llxnicll

Aug 13, 2007

I miss her

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She's the one who keeps me wishing on a wishing star. She's the only one who gots enough of me to break my heart. I <3 you and I miss you Angie Lynn Bush!!! I saw like hundreds of falling stars last night and I wished on them all. omg -(

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llxnicll

Apr 4, 2007

Foul Language

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Who the hell invented the word lesbo? That is such a freakish sounding term. It makes me so effing mad when somebody calls me that, trying to be mean. I'd almost rather be called queer, although that really ticks me too. Whats wrong with just saying gay or homosexual? Or bisexual, which really describes me better. But it's usually guys that are the most visious so I'm thinking I'll have less and less to do with any of those. Geezz I can't freaking understand some people. If anyone really feels the need to label me, please just say lesbian. But I suppose that's not mean and nasty enough!

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